Sometimes you just need to cry...

I have done that a lot lately, sometimes I feel like my heart is so broken that I don't think it will ever mend. I am sad and there is no other way to say it. Tonight I came across a song from Hilary Weeks that I think sums it up best (check out youtube and hear her sing it - AMAZING!!!).

Just let Me cry.

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
We’re not just tossed by the wind,
or left in the hands of fate.
But sometimes life sends a storm that’s unexpected.
And we’re forced to face our deepest pain.
When I feel the heartache begin to pull me under...
I dig my heels in deep,
and I fight to keep my ground.
Still, at times the hurt inside grows stronger.
And there’s nothing I can do but let out...

Just let me cry.
I know it’s hard to see.
But the pain I feel isn’t going away today.
Just let me cry.
Till every tear has fallen.
Don’t ask when...
and don’t ask why.
Just let me cry.

When I agreed that God could put this heart inside me.
I understood that there would be a chance that it would break.
But I know He knows exactly how I’m feeling...
And I know in time He’ll take the pain away.

But for now...
Just let me cry.
I know it’s hard to see.
But the pain I feel isn’t going away today.

Just let me cry.
Till every tear has fallen.
Don’t ask when...
and don’t ask why.
Just let me cry.

I have felt joy,
the kind that makes my heart want to sing.
And so my tears are not a surrender,
I’ll feel that way again.

But for now...
For this moment...
Just let me cry.

I know it’s hard to see.
But the pain I feel.
Isn’t going away today.
Just let me cry.

Till every tear has fallen.
Don’t ask when...
and don’t ask why.
Just let me cry.

So, I know that it is ok to cry, I know that it is ok to be sad, I know that is ok to not be strong all the time that life is hard and that trials are a part of our own journey...but I also know that our Heavenly Father loves us he is there listening and understands what is in every tear that falls. This life is a test.....Faith in God includes faith in His timing.